September 21, 2014

An Ill Wind

Today has been a really off day for me, which is highly unusual.  I thought I’d write about it in case some of you are getting this vibe, too.  It always helps to know that you are not alone with what you may be feeling!

We had a big wind and some rain blow through here in the middle of the night, so I didn’t sleep well after that.  It has remained windy all day.  I was supposed to get up early to do a special hike over at Mesa Verde National Park, and had everything ready to go.  I did get up early, but just couldn’t bring myself to get it together and go.  Very unusual, as I rarely fail to show up to a committed event.  My inner guidance was screaming at me “Stay home.  Don’t go out.”  I did take a walk around the neighborhood, but even though it was bright and sunny, the atmosphere looked like it was tinted the color of dark sunglasses.

So what is going on?  We seem to be in another period of unease on the planet.  There is a sense of dread.  As I let my consciousness drift over the planet looking for anything amiss, I noticed that the Middle East has a huge swirling black hole over it, and it’s getting bigger.  The ring of fire around the Pacific Ocean also drew my attention, with the areas nearest SE Asia, Chile and Alaska being the most active.

Perhaps we are getting ready for a magnetic pole shift?  I am feeling nauseous just at the thought of that one.  We might be experiencing some solar disturbances today, too.   I could also be tapping into a future event that will make itself known soon. 

On a more personal note, it just could be the cold front that is making its way through the area, the ongoing windy day, or my lack of sleep.  Those might be contributing factors, but those things have happened before without the symptoms that I am feeling right now.  Why would I be strongly guided not to go anywhere today?  It’s as if the outside atmosphere was toxic or dangerous. 

So what to do?  The usual grounding and core essence expansion would be of great assistance.  Also, something active like cleaning the house!  Equinox is tomorrow, and is always a nice time to examine where we are out of balance and to come back to center point.  A good night’s sleep will work wonders, too. Tomorrow is a new day. 

September 20, 2014

QSH in LA?

I am currently looking for someone to sponsor me to teach the Quantum Sphere Healing workshop in the Los Angeles, California area.  I have numerous clients in the area and get frequent requests to teach there.  If you are interested, please get in touch with me at and we can discuss possibilities.  I am looking at mid January through early March to schedule the workshop.  You will also get to attend the workshop free! 

September 16, 2014

Frog Men

Every once in a while I run across an ET race that I have never encountered before.  Earlier in the week, during a Quantum Sphere Healing session on a client, I had an experience with a race that I call the frog men.  This is what happened.

Generally, the beginning of the session is when ET’s or entities are most likely to show up.  I will notice them lurking in the doorway to my healing room as soon as I sit down to work.  For this particular client, what showed up right away was a very large frog standing upright on its hind legs.  Behind this frog man was a short gray.  OK.  I made note of that. 

It turns out that this client had a very active and powerful energetic implant in her head that was beaming signals to a mother ship that was very close to the earth.  On this ship there were the short grays and also reptilians.  She happened to have genetic lineages to both of these races which were cleared when the implant was dissolved (short gray) and her pineal gland was cleared of the reptilian DNA. 

Now here is the connection with the frog men.  It turned out that this client did not have a genetic commonality with the frog men, but instead had a soul based link.  She has or had an aspect of herself living as a frog man on their home world.  This is quite different from a genetic connection, as I believe that the frog man race has never been genetically entangled with the human race as so many other ET races have been. 

During a dialog with the frog man that showed up here, I found out that that race had been trapped or enslaved by the grays and reptilians.  That is how they got onto the mother ship that was orbiting the earth.  The client’s implant was broadcasting up to the ship in part because of her resonance with the frog men that were being held captive there.  It all sounds quite science fiction, doesn’t it?  So to summarize, during the healing, her implant was dissolved and gray and reptilian lineages cleared.  The broadcasting to the mother ship was stopped, and her aspect on the frog men planet was pulled out of that world by her higher self. 

Clearly, not all off planet races are genetically entangled with humans.  I have a client in a similar circumstance where an aspect of her was on a planet inhabited by Bigfoot looking creatures.  These are soul based issues.  For example, I have encountered aspects of clients that are fish or jellyfish living on planets that have primarily water environments.  These other aspects always have an effect to various degrees on the life that is being lived here.  Some clients can have special talents, such as holding their breath for a long time under water.  Others can have issues such as difficulty breathing in a dry desert environment. 

We are more than just our physical bodies as Robert Monroe would say.  This “more” extends to worlds that we can only imagine.  If you dream about being on other worlds, undoubtedly some part of you is there! 

September 14, 2014

More on the Synthetic Matrix

Occasionally, I have a client or student who has an unusual amount of difficulty removing their chakras, even after following my recommendations to the letter.  Such was the case with a student in last week’s Quantum Sphere Healing training.  We had an open discussion on Saturday night which in part involved the chakra removal ins and outs.  Then on Sunday, I checked the success of those who had removed their chakras after our discussion.  Out of the 3 students checked, one was totally successful, one needed to take another stab at it, and the 3rd was not successful at all. 

Prior to this, I just chalked it up to the person’s technique, and always advised that they try it again and get back to me.  This time, I did some tracking around the issue since this was a student who had been working his stuff up to and including during the workshop.  What I found was that he was more imbedded in the synthetic matrix than most other people are. 

This morning I sat down in meditation to receive more information on the synthetic matrix.  I must be on to something here, as during the meditation and still now, I am getting a full body sensation that indicates to me that I have stepped into forbidden territory!

I asked first of all about how this synthetic creation came into being.  When the 4th dimensional earth arena was created, the unified 5D energy dropped down in vibration and became polarized.  The polar opposites of the organic and synthetic pathways were created as a result of this fracturing.  The being in charge of the synthetic pathway is called the mind entity.  I also call the synthetic reality the synthetic matrix, as it does consist of a matrix or hive structure.

This structure makes it easier for the mind entity to control its whole realm.   The energy here is rigid, repetitive and somewhat robotic.  It is cold, as the mind entity has no heart or connection to the heart of our Mother Earth.  It is called the mind entity because it is consciousness without form.  This entity uses the human aspects stuck in its hive to generate the power that keeps it alive.  It also dumps its garbage/heavy energy into the human aspects, plays with these aspects as if they were toys, and experiments on them for its entertainment.  Some of this sounds like your life in 3D, doesn't it? 

As each of us decided to engage in the 4D earth arena, we also dropped down in vibration and fractured into polarity.  I have often wondered how various aspects of us got stuck in the synthetic matrix, as this always shows up in a QSH session on a client.  I now see that when we entered the earth arena for the first time, parts of us went with the organic path, and parts went with the synthetic matrix.  That explains why I always sensed that those aspects stuck in the synthetic had been there for a very long time and always prior to this lifetime.

The chakra removal is the first step in gaining our freedom and autonomy from the synthetic matrix.  You are literally starting to extract yourself from the hive!!!  So for those of you who have had or are having difficulty removing your chakras, you may have a greater percentage of your aspects in the synthetic versus the organic, or it could just be a matter of your technique.  Make sure that you use your physical hands in the removal process.   It may still take you several passes to get the job done completely.  A good start is to get yourself really grounded before you remove your chakras.  You need to feel an intimate and heart to heart connection with the Earth Mother.  

I suspect that those who are not interested in any way with connecting with the earth core are not on the organic path and have a very high percentage of their essence with the synthetic matrix.  Not to worry, as you can still extricate yourself and start your organic path to freedom and autonomy.  It will just take more work on your part, more daily focus and a strong intent.  You may need to call on your own version of the “jaws of life” to pull you out of the matrix!  Now is the time and there is no time to waste. 

September 9, 2014

Unified Group Consciousness

This past weekend, I hosted a group of students who were doing the Quantum Sphere Healing training.  What a marvelous group it was!  We were able to use a venue right in the center of Cortez and within walking distance of several restaurants so that the students didn’t have to drive their cars at lunchtime while in an altered state of consciousness!

This brings me to the topic of group dynamics.  When a group gathers together with common spiritual purpose, amazing things can happen.  In the case of the QSH workshop, most of the exercises were guided by me via a microphone and headphones so that everyone was hearing the same thing at the same time.  I held the space, and also at the same time, monitored the group energetics while guiding each exercise. 

At some point on Sunday, our last day, I detected a dome of golden light that materialized around the group as they were being guided through the full QSH process while working on each other.  The energy in the room proceeded to increase in vibration, and I know that the healing work that each student was doing on their partner took on more effectiveness and power.  This raising of the group vibration also accelerated the individual spiritual energy quotient of each one there. We became a united and symbiotic organism of light! 

This type of high vibrational energy structure only materializes when there is common purpose for good and when the vibration that each contributes to the whole reaches a certain level, as it did on our last day of class.  The same thing usually happens when I am leading a shamanic fire ceremony here at my house for the Solstice or Equinox.  Several times in the past, and mainly for the Autumnal Equinox Ceremony, we have started out in the evening when the sky was partly cloudy or even overcast.  As the ceremony progressed, the sky directly above us had cleared and the clouds parted.  There has also been a spiraling pattern to the clouds on the edge of the cleared central area.  After we had finished, this pattern dissolved and the clouds tended to sock in once again.  I can only imagine that the group energetic was so large that it had caused this cloud effect. 

Keep in mind that if a group is not at oneness with their intent, this effect will not happen.  That may also be why so many groups of a spiritual mindset and purpose ultimately fail or dissolve into chaos. 

I have had many people come and go for classes and ceremony over the years, and I do my best to hold the container for each group.  Most often, this works well, but occasionally there is a person who is determined to make some sort of trouble.  With the group here this past weekend, each and every one was a serious seeker of healing and evolution and they were a delight to work with.  I am so much looking forward to the upcoming Autumnal Equinox Fire Ceremony here on Monday the 22nd.  The group container will be held in full force and magic is bound to happen!

September 4, 2014

Getting Ready

Tomorrow starts the Quantum Sphere Healing training here in Cortez, so there will be no posts for a couple of days.  Needless to say, with everything else going on, I am a bit stressed out.  Not bad, as this is the 5th time I will be teaching the course, and could do it in my sleep!  The only thing left to do is review my notes tonight.

I look at stress as an internal conflict that may or may not be triggered by external events. One part of you wants to do one thing while another and often wiser part knows what is best for you and is pushing you in another direction.  The challenge is to resolve the conflict in a harmonious and healthy way.

A few days ago I sat down to do a QSH session on myself to get to the bottom of the stress pattern.  To preface what I discovered, I would describe my childhood and up until the time I left home for good as stressed and repressed.  I was somewhat high strung as a child, and being the first born, had a lot of the perfectionist/performance anxiety behavior that comes with that position in the family.  It hasn’t been until I got divorced a while back that I have been able to follow my own path and not have to accommodate and compromise with another person so much.

Anyway, during the QSH session I was led back to my first year of life.  Apparently, I was walking, talking in full sentences and potty trained by the age of one.  Imagine the pressure that was put to bear on my young self from my mother to get me to that unnatural state at that age.  Her attempts to turn me into something that I was not continued until the day she died.  Thus the patterns of stress were created very early on.  In other words, stress was created as a result of the conflict between what my sensitive intuitive self needed for nurturing support versus the needs of my mother to have me be someone else. 

So, I cleared those patterns as far as I could a few days ago and made a promise to myself to listen and follow my guidance as far as how busy I would like to be right now.  I do have some vacation time coming up and am looking forward to getting away from it all!  

I’m also looking forward to teaching a marvelous group of students the next 3 days.  I will have more to report next week.