February 27, 2015

Taking a Break

I will be taking a break next week, and hopefully get back to my postings the week after as time allows.  More later! 

February 22, 2015

Do Not Go To The Light!

I may have touched on this subject before, so here it is again, and especially since it is a tie in to the last post entitled “What is Real?”.  This past week, I had the privilege of working with several clients who were concerned about loved ones who had passed over.  Part of my shamanic training and the additional training at the Monroe institute involved tracking or finding where the deceased person ended up after they died, and determining if they were stuck or in need of assistance.  Let me be clear that this is not the same as mediumship, as I observe and gather impressions and information, but I do not have a conversation with the deceased. 

So the tie in to the last post involves the hologram that we are all living in.  This is the structure of the 3D/4D arena, and is also composed of both the organic and synthetic realities.  It is the arena that we have created for our growth and evolution.  Part of our challenge here is to be able to perceive and recognize the difference between these two polarities, and make appropriate choices if possible.  That can be tricky, as there is little free will in this arena.  On top of that, our path has been predetermined before birth by our soul and Higher Self.  There is a lot of wiggle room however, and our intended positive outcome can take many forms.  The goal is to get in our groove and make our way to that outcome without sabotaging ourselves! 

This holographic creation has been hijacked by the beings of the synthetic matrix at some point to keep us stuck here, looping through lifetime after lifetime.  In other words, the cattle (us) went from roaming the free range to fenced in pastures!  The mechanism that that keeps us looping is the tunnel of light that opens up upon death.  When you go through this tunnel, you pass through a series of vibrational levels up to the level where you start the planning for your next lifetime here on earth.  From that final level, there is no way to access and exit at a higher vibrational level.  The only direction to go is back down again.  And on and on and over and over!

In the course of working with the deceased, if I find that a soul is earthbound, in other words, stuck in what is considered to be the no man’s land of the etheric patterning of the planet, I can assist them in getting unstuck.  Being earthbound means that they have not gone to the light within a few days of their death because of a variety of reasons, including not having the vibration and consciousness that is necessary to even make it that far.  The first thing that I do is to send them into that portal or tunnel of light back on their path of resolving and evaluating the most recent lifetime and eventually planning for their return to take another go at it. 

Now, someone would ask, why do I send them back into the cycle of reincarnation instead of helping to free them all together?  A good question that I get asked occasionally.  When a person passes, they naturally gravitate to the vibrational level that matches their own at the moment of death.  This is a matter of how they lived their life, their spiritual path, and the amount of clarity and consciousness that they have attained and can maintain through the death process.  All of these factors are not mine to resolve for them at the end.  So my job is to get them back on the path and reduce the amount of baggage and suffering that they have taken with them when they leave the body. That is the best that I can do in these situations. 

For those of you who will be making a conscious and highly vibrational exit to this hologram, whether it is through a natural death process or some sort of spiritual transformation, I say “DO NOT GO TO THE LIGHT!”  This is the polarized light of the 4th dimensional arena.  We have been so programmed to go there through generations of religious beliefs and the promotion of current spiritual principles that we will have to bring all of our will and consciousness to bear to do something different.

What is the something different?  I hope to be mapping this out in more detail in the future, but right now, I see several choices.  Through your grounding and intimate connection with the Earth Mother, you will be able to access the 5th dimensional stargate at her core, and exit this arena in that way, perhaps going with her when she makes her transition.  If you find yourself floating in a void after you leave your body for the final time, hover there for a bit.  Ask your Higher Self to show you where you need to go next.  I do not know what the glowing globe surrounded by the sparks of light is that I wrote about in the last post, but that might be a suitable destination, too.  There is also the possibility that you might see and sense the hologram that you have been existing in shatter around you as you burst out of it.  The goal is to bypass the 3D/4D arena all together at that point, because one cannot fight their way through it and exit at the top.         

In any event, trust that you will know what to do when the time comes.   Then you will be on your way to your next big thing!  As the acceleration continues in this arena, I really do anticipate that we will see and experience this in our lifetimes. 

February 19, 2015

What Is Real?

This morning as I was coming out of dreamtime, a very interesting scene presented itself to me.  I was in what appeared to be the lobby of a modern office building.   It was a bright expansive space with lots of glass and a few people were coming in and out the front doors.  All of a sudden, the whole scene shattered into pieces as if it were painted on a huge mirror that had broken apart.  What was left was dark empty space all around. 

As can be done in dreamtime, I asked for the action to repeat so that I could take a closer look.  This time, I found myself inside a large sphere that was like a 360 degree movie screen.  All sorts of scenes were taking place all around me.  I was the observer and not actually in any of the scenes.  Once again, this sphere shattered into big shards of glass with the scenes still painted on them.  These shards disintegrated and I was again floating in the dark void space. 

So at this point, I realized that I was looking at a hologram.  Is this the reality that we have been existing in for eons?  And if so, what is creating it?  As soon as I asked that, off in the distance I saw a globe of light with many very tiny specs of light swarming around it, much like a yard light would attract bugs at night.  Were we the specs?  What was the globe that we were swarming around?  There are many more questions that came up with not a lot of answers right now, but the implications of this are huge for our understanding of who we are and what we are doing here.

I wanted to write about this before the memory faded during the day.  As I got up and started to move around the house, everything around me still maintained the 2 dimensional feel of something that had been painted on a flat surface.  A bit surreal.  Perhaps there is something in the programming of this hologram, or even in our physical brains, that translates the flat 2D surroundings into the 3 dimensions of height, width and depth.  Imagine going through your day inside the sphere of your own personal hologram, and yet somehow having it translated into 3D as you go along.  What if you could translate it back into the flat surface of 2D and then reach out and smash it yourself?  Just imagine doing this and how it would feel to be totally in your power, in your knowingness, and totally awakened to who you really are. Awesome!

February 13, 2015

The Procession Panel

Yesterday I had a chance to do a mini retreat as the weather was unseasonably warm and I really had the urge to get out of town for the day.  I drove the 85 miles into Utah to the trailhead for the Procession Panel archeological site.  This site features a fabulous rock art panel created by the ancient Anasazi Indians during the Basketmaker III period that dated from 500-750 AD.  To get to this rock art panel, one takes a trail that goes up in elevation almost 900 feet in 2.82 miles.  The route is a steady upwards hike on the east side of the Comb Ridge monocline, and is almost all on sandstone slickrock.  If you care to go all the way to the top of the monocline after pausing at the rock art panel, you end up teetering on the edge with nowhere else to go but straight down the west side.   And I really mean straight down!  I usually don’t put more than one photo in each blog post, but I couldn’t resist a few extras here.
Since yesterday was a week day, and not a busy time of year, I had hoped to have the place all to myself.  What a delight it was to be out in the middle of nowhere with not a person, dog or car in sight!  Not so good if I were to slip and break my leg, but I wasn’t worried about that.  My purpose was to hike to the petroglyph panel and do some tuning in and meditation.  Just sitting and vegging out to get a break from my busy schedule. 

Not much is known about what the rock art on the Procession Panel is thought to be depicting. Some say that it is a migration story; others say it symbolizes a gathering around a great kiva.  It features a circle that is about a foot in diameter with 3 streams made up of a total of 179 tiny people connecting to the edge of the circle. 
There are many animals in the rock art, including elk, deer, desert bighorn sheep, a few birds and even a mountain lion or two, all pecked into the sandstone.  

A few of the tiny people are holding what look like shepherds crooks, and a few others have birds on top of their heads.  All of the animals on either side of the circle are pointed in the direction of the circle, but the interesting thing is that this circle is totally empty except for some random peckings.  So what does it all mean?

Every important site is placed where it is because of the energy that the land holds.  This is true for ancient sites all over the world.  The way I tune in is to actually put my hand on the rock and go into an altered state, and gather impressions.  In addition, this rock wall faces southwest, and may have been an important gathering place for sunset at the winter solstice. 

This is what I received at the Procession Panel. “This is a gathering place.  Gather yourself to your core.  This core is strong, stable, safe, knowing and protected.”  I then asked why the circle was empty, and I immediately had the feeling of falling down a very deep pit and being absorbed by the energy of our Earth Mother.  It was almost like having my hand and then my body being sucked into the sandstone inside of the circle.  Wow!!  So did this mean that all of the human figures, and the birds and animals were meant to disappear or be absorbed into the center of the gathering place? Is this a map of some big energetic transition for life on the planet?  I have to say that it felt pretty good to have the core of my being gathered up and then merged with the Heart of the Mother! 

Is this really the message of the rock art panel?  Perhaps not, but my energy and psyche interpreted it that way.  If one knows how to work the energy of a sacred site, the personal messages can be very profound in addition to gathering information about that particular site.  
After hanging out with the rock art a bit longer, I proceeded to hike up the sloping slickrock to the very tip of the monocline.  Well, not the very tip, as that can be a bit creepy looking straight down the other side at the sudden drop off.  The 360° views up there were fabulous, and I hated to leave when my time for introspection was complete.  One last stop at the rock art panel on the way back down, and then down the slope to my car and back home. 

A nice day like that can be so rejuvenating, and we all owe it to ourselves to take some self nurturing breaks every once in a while.  Most of us are doing yeoman’s work during this time of transition, whether we realize it or not.  Remember that you can assist no one if you yourself are depleted and have given too much away to others.  Your core must be strong and your purpose unwavering.  This is the foundation for your service. 

February 5, 2015

Quantum Sphere Healing in Cortez, Colorado





                                       CORTEZ, COLORADO
I am very pleased to be teaching the Quantum Sphere Healing protocol once again here in southwest Colorado near my home and Mesa Verde National Park.   

During this training, participants will:
*Learn how to use special sound technology and the gamma brain 
wave state to  access the "everywhere and everywhen" of the 
Quantum Field.
*Enter the Quantum Sphere with the assistance of their Higher Self to
 read and clear negative patterns of distortion.
*Create a healing orb that will dissolve heavy energy patterns found in
 and around the etheric patterning of the physical body.
*Learn how to expand and hold their 5th dimensional energy field
 throughout the various workshop exercises, and how to use that field
 for their own spiritual evolution.
*And much more!
The QSH protocol can be used in it's totality, or split up and combined with other healing techniques that the student is already using for self healing or working with others.  YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BE A HEALING PRACTITIONER TO ATTEND!  Your vibrational levels will increase and spiritual evolution will accelerate as a result of learning this new protocol.  Come and meet other kindred souls. 

For more information on the course or to register, please contact Carla at 970-565-2624, QuantumStargate@aol.com or 
go to her website at WWW.QUANTUMSTARGATE.COM

January 31, 2015

The Inner Connection

Have you ever longed for that perfect companion, a trusted adviser, someone to organize your day, give you spiritual guidance, or even a friend that knows you better than you know yourself?  Believe it or not, each of us already has all of that and much more inside of us.  All we need to do is make a firm and intimate connection with our inner self. 

Unfortunately, we have been programmed into disregarding and dismissing this nurturing inner connection.  How many of you were honored for your opinions and intuitions as a child?  How many belonged to a family that spent time out in nature just sitting and listening?  I would venture to say that not many of you were encouraged as children to come up with solutions to your own problems. Instead, depending on the family, rules and regulations were imposed that did not necessarily fit in with your needs.  Even though most parents did the best that they could, there might have been the sense that you were not seen or heard on a daily basis.

As we were not “tuned into” and fully seen or connected to as children, we may not have the skills to do the same within ourselves.  It was just not modeled for us.  In turn, we learned to dismiss our intuition and gut feelings, treat ourselves badly emotionally and physically, act out in any manner of dysfunctional ways, and lead unsatisfying lives that stem from not knowing who we are at our core.  The ancient Greek aphorism, “Know Thyself”, says it all. 

If you are not connected to and listening to the guidance from within, you may tend to defer to the guidance that is external to you.  This may be from an authority figure of any kind, whether it is a boss at work, a religious or spiritual leader, or even a parent, close friend or partner whose opinion you value more than your own.  Even so called authorities are running their own issues and can be wrong! 

One of the byproducts to do with this lack of connection, and one that I see often in my clients, is the emphasis on mental processing versus connecting with the emotional sensing and feeling nature.  It is important to know that the mind tends to loop without getting anything resolved, and is often driven by the needs of the wounded ego self.  The mind was designed to be our tool and not our master, and yet it can really run away with the show.  External information is relied on even more when this happens and then the mind is stuck in comparing and evaluating instead of tuning in and acting on the internal message. 

The biggest benefit to making this internal connection is the acknowledging and healing of the childhood woundedness.  If not healed, these wounds can follow us through a lifetime, creating repetitive emotional distress and physical dysfunction.  Another result is an ego that can run the mind and the life with ongoing “I want ….”, “Why, why, why?”, “Look at me!”, and the need to figure everything out.  Chronic dissatisfaction with self also predominates.  The mind is no substitute for the inner connection. 

The best tool that I know of to create and maintain this connection is inner child work.  There are many forms out there, but I always say that simpler is better.  In my book “Traversing the Infinite Now”, I give a very easy and effective method for connecting to and healing the wounds of the inner child.  Once this is accomplished, this part of each of us can be a tremendous source of support, companionship and guidance.  It’s all we really need.  Of course, no man is an island, and the people, places and things of the outer world are important, too, but they are not a substitute for the inner connection. 

I have seen many clients stall in their healing work with me once we get to the point where they need to be developing more of this inner connection.  Some actively resist it, and some can get quite angry.  I suspect this is the case on the client’s part when the inner woundedness is approached but not embraced or worked with.  Some people just can’t face that and revert back into the terrible twos instead!  Fortunately, very few of my people are in that situation. 

Take time out every day and connect internally.  Use the emotions of gratitude and appreciation for yourself.  Care for yourself in the best way that you can.  And LISTEN to the still small voice within.  You are all fabulous beings on earth!  

January 22, 2015

Are You Cracked?

First of all, let me explain what I mean by “cracked”.  If one is cracked or fractured, that would show up energetically as having a very shaky core which feels almost like jello.  There might be cracks or openings in the Luminous Energy Field called schisms. Your grounding would be severely compromised or not present at all.   In addition to that, your LEF might be shoved up to the groin area when the lower border of it should be below the feet.  This happens because of a severe trauma or shock during the birth process, and gives the energetic appearance of the fairy tale character Humpty Dumpty.  Hmm—I wonder where they got that from!  

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall,
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
All the king's horses and all the king's men
Couldn't put Humpty together again.

What are some of the symptoms of being cracked?  You might be very sensitive to a whole host of externals such as certain kinds of foods, drugs or alcohol, environmental chemicals, noise or other people’s toxic emotions.  I find that the fractured people also report a higher degree of what they perceive as negative forces that are trying to invade or attack them.  That makes sense as they are much more available and open to stuff coming into their field, and much more sensitive to that when it happens.  A fear of the dark and night terrors are commonly reported, too.  There is a general feeling of lack of safety which can lead to a variety of psychological issues. 

Graham Hancock, in his book “Supernatural”, writes that 2% of the population has the ability to spontaneously shift into the theta brain wave state.  It is in theta that one drifts into the lower astral plane where negative entities and ET’s exist.  This 2% is also the group that is more likely to describe ET encounters and abductions.  I would suspect that those are also in the cracked category, as they are not fully contained by their LEF and are not grounded. 

So what causes the cracking?  Most of this happens in early childhood.  Children by their very nature are much more fluid and malleable than adults, so they crack and loose soul parts very easily when traumatized.  This childhood trauma can be from birth complications, severe illness, accidents or injuries, or severe physical or sexual abuse.  Even total non-bonding with mother at the time of birth can cause this.  Wartime trauma can also crack a child, so you can imagine the damage that is being done to children in the parts of the world where fighting is taking place right now.  Fractured children make for very dysfunctional adults. 

Now, an adult can crack or fracture, too, but it is much less common.  Causes for this would be an extreme illness, accident, severe injury, overdose from drugs or near death experience.  It is important to note that an adult would probably need to experience being unconscious for the fracturing to occur, whereas that would not necessarily be the case for a child.  There are so many documented cases where someone experiences one of the above events and comes out of their unconscious  state with psychic abilities that they hadn’t had before.  In some cases, there was already fracturing present from childhood that got fractured even more through adult trauma. 

On the plus side, adults that experience this cracking are much more able to eventually put themselves back together either spontaneously over time, or with the help of skilled practitioners.  This explains why those who become psychic after experiencing these kinds of traumas often report that their abilities fade with time as they heal. 

So what is the downside of being cracked, especially from birth?  Imagine being in this state and having to live with a lot of fear because you believe that you are being invaded or attacked by forces beyond your control.  I might also be describing the psychological conditions of paranoia or schizophrenia here, but that would be in the extreme.  You might also be living a restricted live because you are so very sensitive to a whole host of externals.  Most of the clients that I see with a degree of cracking are somewhat fragile, sensitive and fearful, and a victim mentality can prevail.  They have also tried a lot of other healing modalities with little success and can be pretty frustrated.  Their lives are not very productive and their spiritual progress is hindered as well. 

The solution is to find a practitioner who recognizes what is going on and can do the repair work.  Going back to heal birth trauma is very important.  Reinstating the grounding is a big necessity, although when dealing with a client who is running a lot of fear and doesn’t really want to be on the planet, this can be a challenging and very gradual process.  It takes a lot to turn that kind of outlook on life around but it can be done.  Yes, Humpty Dumpty can be put back together with a lot of work and TLC on the part of the client and practitioner.